The Season Five premiere of Voyager was the episode Night. In this episode Voyager is crossing a two year long area of space that is void of stars / planets / interesting stellar phenomena. Anyways, the crew get sad, jumpy, grumpy, etc. We also see Janeway locking herself in her quarters because she is so depressed. She doesn't come out to see the crew and the crew seems to think she is neglecting the duties of a Captain. It seems as if she spends the whole time in her quarters wallowing in regret over her past decision to destroy the Caretaker array thus stranding her crew (and Chakotay's crew) in the Delta Quadrant. Later in the episode she orders the Senior staff to abandon her so they can cut two years off of her journey and so she can save the species that lives in the Void. They of course refuse and everything ends up okay in the end.
IMO, this is one of Janeway's worst moment as a Captain. Yes, it is understandble that she would dislike being in the Void as much as the next crewman. It is also understandable that she could regret her decision to strand her crew in the Delta Quadrant. But, she was always so good at putting on a brave front for the crew. She definitely failed to put up that front in this episode. It would be one thing if she had just been a little sad in front of everyone. But instead she locks herself in her quarters for who knows how long. The crew knows that she is locking herself away because she is depressed. And then the way in which she wanted to sacrifice herself was wrong. It seemed as if she was most interested in trying to make herself feel better by "atoning for past sins." The senior staff saw right through what she was trying to do.
I know we all have our moments where we falter and don't "live up to expectations." Well, this episode was definitely one of those moments for Janeway.
IMO, this is one of Janeway's worst moment as a Captain. Yes, it is understandble that she would dislike being in the Void as much as the next crewman. It is also understandable that she could regret her decision to strand her crew in the Delta Quadrant. But, she was always so good at putting on a brave front for the crew. She definitely failed to put up that front in this episode. It would be one thing if she had just been a little sad in front of everyone. But instead she locks herself in her quarters for who knows how long. The crew knows that she is locking herself away because she is depressed. And then the way in which she wanted to sacrifice herself was wrong. It seemed as if she was most interested in trying to make herself feel better by "atoning for past sins." The senior staff saw right through what she was trying to do.
I know we all have our moments where we falter and don't "live up to expectations." Well, this episode was definitely one of those moments for Janeway.

